You Only Love

Hey, it's has been quite awhile since I updated my blog.. right? Well, I am sorry, because it's been a stressful week. I had to clear my overdue work, and the ones that are in the backlog. So, yeah. Let me begin with yesterday. So, yesterday, I was in school, being crazy.. a little.. it's just me being typical. So, then, we decided to sing Doushite, Kimi wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou? for Anniversary Night.. by Bhud and I. Well, that's cause they are obsessed with the song and Joce wants us to sing it.

Well anyway, we then headed for Menuetto Dance & Fitness again, for our dance practice. We did extremely well, and I am sure that Anniversary Night will be awesome! But I am just worried that I might screw up *CONFIDENCE baby* Yeah see, even I am telling myself that.. (Just ignore me!).. so yeah, right after practice, MicKi called me, and something went wrong on Wednesday. So, we talked on the phone, and I'm glad that she's better now. :)

I went home, took an extremely quick shower and ate my dinner extremely quick. Then my uncle fetched us to GRC's Awards Night. It was nice to be there again, but the funny thing is that we're now going there as visitors, and it's weird. I mean, like, last year, when I was a student there, I used to sit all the way in front, waiting in line for my turn to get up on stage for the drama or getting an award, and now, I am all the way at the back cheering for Justine and the others who are graduating. But I really miss them a lot. Their Awards Night was great, especially USJ's skit. It made me laugh my bumbum off. It was freaking hilarious! Right after it ended, we took pictures, YEAH, INCLUDING ME, and at least I took a picture with Ryan Tan, which I think I have never done it before. And also not forgetting Justine, who graduated! And also Ms. Catherine and Ms. Colleen, and right, I am taller than them both! =D

So we took pictures, and I had to leave, so I said bye to them and of course, I gave Justine a hug since she misses me like nobody's business *being perasan here!* oh wait! I didn't give here a hug.. I gave her TWO hugs! Awesome right? and of course a few pictures with her. And Ms. Catherine finally admitted that I am growing older and much more handsome! Awesome words, Ms Catherine, didn't expected you to admit it. Then I left for supper with Shoon Fai and guys.

After supper, I went home, and then I took a shower and talked to MicKi again. At least she was alright that time. :) And she should be~she promised me! :) So yeah, and there after that, I went to bed.. due to the fact that I am too tired cause of practice and I constantly smiling for cameras. *yawns* *lights out*

So next day, I woke up, and saw MicKi sent me a message that something went wrong again. I thought she might have felt sad again, and she would call me later after school, so I was calm about that. But after I reached school about 20 minutes later, Carlo told me the news, and I was like., "Crap! What the h3ll?!" I was so worried that she would be sad, I wanted to call her, but she was in school. Then we headed to the new place for our school and practiced our dance. And we went back, had lunch, did some work, and went home.

And in my car, I dozed off. I dreamed about my paternal grandfather, who passed away 7 years ago. He was a very good grandpa to me. I remember that I used to sit beside him, on the floor, while he is on the chair, and him patting me on my head. I also dreamed of the places we went together when I was young, and also he smiling at me. The last piece of the dream was he smiled. Then I woke up from my nap in the car, with a little tears coming down. I realized it was 3:40, and I quickly called MicKi and asked her whether she was alright. She was, but she wanted to cry, but I didn't want to hear her cry, because if she cries, I would cry too, because I just had a dream about my grandpa. So that was the reason why. I then took a shower and had Maggi and left for Lorna Whiston for my last English Creative Writing tuition session. We ended at 6:30 and I would definitely miss Mrs. Corbett and her sarcasm. :)

We went home, and went over to SS2, because my mum wanted to have dinner at a hawker's stall, *I think that's how you spell it..* .. After dinner, we went over to One Utama to get new headphones. Got them, cost me about RM90. Oh right, we bumped into Aunty Joanne, Vanessa and Shaun. After that we got apples, and went home. Came home, then I had a terrible stomach ache because of my dinner. It was bad, but I am fine now. Talked to MicKi over the phone for 1 hour and 41 minutes in total. Of course, there were some hang-ups due to the bad Maxis connection. We chatted and we sang many songs but failed to complete them. We could only complete Doushite~. So yup, and of course, she sings way better than me! :) After that, we chatted a little more, then we ended the conversation. She had to go to sleep early, although she didn't want to, but a pimple grew.. that was why she had to. Then I decided to blog, but procrastinated. After 30 minutes, decided to blog since I had nothing to do, and I am coming to an end for this post already. So yeah.. I think I will be ending it here with 2 pictures. :)

This is a picture of me and Sophira. I look extremely weird here.. and I have no idea why. But Soph looks awesome here!

And of course, I wouldn't forget this picture. From Left to Right = Joshua Paul Jesudasan, Justine Tan Mei Ern, ME! , and Calvin Ng. Justine Justine, be sure that you go for GRC's Next Degree next year so that we can see each other, since you're not there anymore. Okay? Lol, give me the pictures that your mum took for us! Wait, did she take pictures of both of us? Or did she not? I forgot. But congratulations on graduating from high school, and I wish you good luck in COLLEGE and in EVERYTHING you do! :) Love you sis! *I have to call her sister, because it would just sound completely awkward if I just call her "jie~" Jie = sis.. yeah! Good luck and again, love you sis!

Okay, so yeah, I am ending already.. so I guess.. goodnight everyone, and sweet dreams to all you guys! NEXT UP = ANNIVERSARY NIGHT!

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Phantom

Hey, sorry for not updating my blog over the weekends, probably cause I was either busy or lazy. :) Anyway, on Saturday, we went for training. After training, Nicholas, Hadib, Matthew, Ishaq, Gilbert and I went home. Hadib and Nicholas came to my house, while Ishaq and Matthew went over to Gilbert's.

After bathing, we went over to Emily's house. There were like.. many girls. So.. I panicked~ *Don't laugh, it's embarrassing if I blush suddenly..* But we were dressed nicely, but Gilbert and his guys just walked there in the rain.. And going for swimming.. Which resulted that Hadib, Nicholas and I got wet by the watergun..

The back of my shirt was all wet, and it's so uncomfortable.. I had to take it out. So, yeah, let it dry for awhile, then wore it again. Oh right, I saw Yan Ling and Xing Yi again.. and also Rebecca Chin. So, we like.. chilled, and when Emily introduced the girls to Hadib, Nicholas and me.. I almost freakin' blushed.. for no reason.. it's normal that I blush if there are many girls that I don't know are standing in front of me.. so I had to turn away.. Stupid right?

Walked over to Gilbert's house, in the rain, because I gave an umbrella to the girls, so, I walked in the rain with Nicholas and pals. Reached Gilbert's house, a girl was like.. screaming all the way, because of Gilbert's dog, which ran outside, but got him back in the house. ~

Went back, ate the cake, and foosh, went to the living room and watched TV. And.. I will blog again later, alright? :) Byeeee~

Yes I know I am shy..

Picturing You

It has been 1 hour since I came back from P.E. It was alright, we played futsal in the tennis court. I slipped, and got cuts on my left leg. Not that painful, but yeah. We played and played and played until an Indian guard came up and told us not to play in a very "bad-ass" tone. After he left, Ishaq and Gilbert continued playing. Later, another guard came up and told us, but in a very nice way. We played tennis then, then another guard asked us to leave. *What the...*

We chilled at the coffee-shop downstairs, so yeah. Talked about Dec. 10, we the seniors are going out, and guys have to bring girls and girls have to bring guys. So.. I have no idea who to ask. MicKi, you wanna go? Just for a day, they want you to go too. :)

Tomorrow's Emily's party, and I can't quite believe that I am going to meet the girl who kissed me on the nose when I was 7! The last time I saw her was 3 years ago.. I didn't do anything! She kissed me. So then, I just ran away. Gosh! Right, I just realized I'm too shy on the phone.. Geez!

Ishaq, Nicholas, Hadib, Matthew, Gilbert and I are going for the party. Awesome! But Isaac and Tilakh can't make it, how sad! Oh, should I cut my hair for Anniversary Night? I think I shouldn't. :) Anyway, I gotta go already. Gotta study again. So yeah, byee~ :)

Biggest Regret?

Just came back from lunch, or rather dance practice in the basement. We had to show Mrs. Bepono our dance order and what we're going to dance. She said it was okay, but we need to be co-ordinated and we have to co-orperate. That's true. Anyway.. I did something dangerous just now. I did a handstand for 5 seconds and I lifted one hand up, trying to do an one-handstand. Just after lifting my hand up for 2 seconds, my back cracked. I thought I broke it or something, but it was just a crack like how you crack your knuckles! :) Dangerous though, but I am okay.

Anniversary Night is on the 21st this month, and we only have another 9 days. We have to buck up and get our dance right. The dance still lack of something.. : Timing. Yes, some of us are fast, some of us are slow. We aren't dancing at the same time, perhaps one second slow. We have to get that right, and I can bet that our dance will be great. :)

Tomorrow, we're having PE, not dance practice. At least PE! PE = Football! Oh right.. tomorrow's a Friday.. so it means that MicKi is coming back from camp.. am I right? I'll ask her tonight. Oh and my back has never been so light for years. :) It helped me positively.. I think? I think it did! :) We're having practice at Menuetto's Dance and Fitness later at 4. JB, Matthew, Carlo and Elijah can't make it, and Joshua might come. Geez! Please try to make it next time, thanks. :)

I have a balance of RM 24.64 in my phone till 30.09.2013! What the heck right? 2013! It's like another.. erm.. 4 years? Yeah, so, anyway, gotta go now, gotta start doing work again. So I guess I'll blog again after our dance practice.. maybe? :) Byee~ :)

I'll Be There

Hey, lunch is almost here.. if another hour means almost. Josh just made me laugh my bum off! He used his chair to scratch his bum because he said it was freaking itchy. LOL! Mrs. Butler finally graded my Final Draft Dropbox.. and guess what? I got a 140/150! Awesome right? :)

Facebook's Social Interview has kept asking me this one question constantly.. "How much would you pay to meet the love of your life tonight?".. I have always answered that I only want to meet her when the time is right, and I will patiently wait for the time.

Hmm.. what else? Oh right, there's practice today at Menetto's Dance and Fitness. But I am extremely tired.. Actually.. I went to bed early, but I just lie still in a position thinking about things. Oh.. talking about sleeping in bed.. I sleep in a tilted position.. What about you? I know! Random right?!!

Carlo asked me to go for Shisha.. but he hasn't confirmed with me where it will be held, and I don't really think that I can go for it though. I think he said he invited Ishaq, Bhuddhikar, MicKi, Abir and Kelsey? I am not quite sure.

Anyway, I am going to start my Journal assignment now, so yup.. might blog again after lunch. Okay? Byee~ :)

Frozen Hands

Hey, since MicKi asked me whether I will update my blog or not.. I shall, since I have nothing to do. Okay.. let's start off with lunch.. so.. once after we had our lunch, we had to go down to the basement for practice. I am standing-by for hip-hop.. so yup. I have stomp to do too anyway. :)

They practiced Hip-Hop while I was chilling myself with music. And of course I did do some dance moves with Matthew and Ishaq.. although I don't know how to dance. The girls are also doing the Broadway dance.. yeah. We went up after practice.. and we did some work.. although we did talk in class. :)

Once school finished, we went home. I reached home, sat on the couch.. turned the TV on.. suddenly, I just dozed off. Slept till my dad woke me up, to go for dinner. I took a quick shower, and went Daorae for dinner. Delicious~ :D

Came home.. talked on the phone with MicKi.. and GEEZ! I always run out of topic to talk about! How pathetic, sorry MicKi! Anyway, she told me there was this activity where you have to lead your blind person around a maze*I think she said maze..* and gotta bring him to the other side*I forgotten..*.. yeah.. and her team got last place..*I think that was what she told me..* .. Don't worry, next time, you'll get first :) She also had an activity with the cliff.. perhaps something like mountain climbing? Not really sure.. I will ask her again. *Although she won't read it now, but I just post this* : MicKi, take care when you're in camp, kay?" Heehee :)

Gosh, imagine Josh with contact lenses.. and without glasses.. .. HILARIOUS! Joce might freak out though.. because I think she said Josh looks like a rapist without his spectacles.. LOL! Really, I might laugh till I cry tomorrow.. maybe! :))

Anyway, it's late already.. so I think I will blog again tomorrow, if there's a topic. :) So yeah.. byee~ :D

Meaningful

Have you ever loved like this, endlessly wanting and waiting for one person
A love like a romance movie
Many people grow weary waiting saying that
"True love does not exist", but that is false
She's like the wind that comes by
There is always a love that I long for

I've waited for a long time, any person would long for,
The woman that stands by me my love for you goes on and on and on
Like a tree that does not move, I will be your shade for a long time
My love for you goes on and on and on

Even if you don't say I love you,
if I can communcate with your soul then its okay
That woman can surely feel that spirit
It probably cannot be expressed by words,
like a dialogue of spirits, 2 become One it must be life's greatest reason
She's like the sunrise in my life
Everyday life becomes an expectation if she is there

I've waited for a long time, any person would long for,
The woman that stands by me, my love for you goes on and on and on
Like a one side fiction, you become the elegant main character
My deepest impressions will be your gift
My love for you goes on and on and on

Our love.. Without change
I will pray.. Forever
Girl, We will evaporate all the difficulties, sadness, and darkness we face

I've waited for a long time, any person would long for,
The woman that stands by me, my love for you goes on and on and on
Like a tree that does not move, I will be your shade for a long time
My love for you goes on and on and on

I've waited for a long time, any person would long for,
The woman that stands by me, my love for you goes on and on and on
Like a one side fiction, you become the elegant main character
My deepest impressions will be your gift
My love for you goes on and on and on

The Story Has Just Begun

I am hungry~ What time is it now? 12:19pm.. Aih.. Food~ Well, anyway, finished my work, not exactly finish, but I did what I am supposed to do. :) The next one is Skills For Health. I am going to do my Unit 2 Test part 2. Argh!

MicKi left for school camp to Genting. Genting.. FLYING COASTER! It's fun, I wanna go ride that ride again! I am going there on December 13-16, and I will definitely be on the ride. Anniversary Night is coming up, and of course it would be good. :)

Tomorrow, there's practice for stomp and hiphop at the Waterfront at Menuetto's Dance and Fitness at 4-6pm. I stay stand-by for hiphop in case anyone is unavailable. JUST IN CASE! Oh my.. when's lunch going to come? I am hungry already! Oh wait.. I think it's here already! xD But juniors get to go first, so we will have to wait.. :(

Mrs. Butler has not graded my Final Draft Dropbox yet! It is almost going to be 6 days since I submitted it. Argh, who cares anyway? I'll just wait. :) My ILP session might change.. cause my dad's flying to Vietnam on that day. Anyway, I think I am out of topic to blog.. so yeah.. blog later! ~ Byee! :D

Summer Becomes New

I'm so sick of U.S. History Unit 2, I've to review it just for the test which is worth 99 points. Dang, if I don't get good results for the test, my average will fall. My course average now for U.S. History is 85% , yeah.. kind of high, but I don't want it to drop! Geez, U.S. History's tests are always so flippin' tough.

Oh right, Michelle, don't feel bad because of that. You had nothing to do with it, and it's not your fault. It's only some childish friend of mine, nothing to do with you. So, don't feel bad, if not.. I will feel bad for making you feel bad. Okay? :)

Anyway, this Saturday is Emily's party. Another party, 3 consecutive parties. Lol! :

November 1: Joyce Kam's party
November 7: Renise's party
November 14: Emily's party

and guess what?

November 19: GRC Awards Night
November 21: Anniversary Night

Anniversary Night is on a Saturday, and if you wanna know more about it, you can contact Jo. She has all the information about it.. *I think..* and I'm hungry! I feel like having Italian food or steak! Nah, if I keep talking about food, I get even hungrier.. =.='' and it's another hour till lunch! T.T

My ILP session with Mrs. Rost is on the 23rd.. Aww man! at 9:30 - 10pm! Aih.. who cares? At least my grades are above 60% , and it's the passing mark. My finals are all in February.. kill me! Oh wait.. if my grades are good when finals come, then.. I won't have to worry about it even if I fail! Now.. I should get my grades as high as possible! :D

Anyway, I gotta go.. since it's also still another hour till lunch, and I couldn't be blogging for another hour.. right? And I don't have any other topic to blog about too! So.. I guess.. I will blog when I am home? so.. .. .. see yah! :)

I Wish..

See that? That was right after I said, "Where's she?!" So.. in that picture.. I bet she is like laughing, just because I said that. Yeah, that's Michelle. Yeah Ron, just shut up. Kidding! x)

Anyway, school today was like.. not as interesting as it is everyday, probably cause we were focusing too much on the stomping and hip-hop stuff. It's too much. And oh right, I just realized that I am really apologetic. LOL!

Nothing much happened though. So... yeah.. I think that's about it. And this is my 101st post! I just realized that too! How blur could I get.. but anyway, will update soon. See yah! :D